tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6715704666615743377.post937997516438200657..comments2021-02-06T16:17:31.568-06:00Comments on An Indefatigable Little Scribbler : Esther Eckstinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01426316656857357188noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6715704666615743377.post-84282269661561458252018-08-30T22:40:22.396-05:002018-08-30T22:40:22.396-05:00My darling Rae I cannot tell you how much your com...My darling Rae I cannot tell you how much your comment means to me. *hugs tightly* I love you too and I wish you could have been here too haha but I'm more than happy that you are thinking of me and loving me as you are. Ahh I love you so much my dear.<br />I really need to email youuEsther Eckstinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01426316656857357188noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6715704666615743377.post-79185068730827034082018-07-24T18:00:46.343-05:002018-07-24T18:00:46.343-05:00Esther!!! My dear!!! I know this was a while ago, ...Esther!!! My dear!!! I know this was a while ago, but I'm just getting to it (so sorry)!!! *hugs* *HUGS* I don't know why exactly you were feeling so broken and despairing but I LOVE YOU AND I WISH I COULD HAVE HUGGED YOU SO HARD RIGHT THEN.<br /><br />(Off to read the other posts you've written since I've been here.)Raehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11124714551912774373noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6715704666615743377.post-41670016298742002522018-05-23T21:01:51.982-05:002018-05-23T21:01:51.982-05:00oh Sophy darling.... I didn't know if anyone w...oh Sophy darling.... I didn't know if anyone was going to comment on this at all... thank you so much. I can't imagine life without you either, you really are the dearest and sweetest thing. <br />while I hate that something we have in common is broken hearts and too many goodbyes.. I am infinitely glad that we have eachother to hold on to in this dark time. <br />i'm praying for you too... we really need to call sometime soon. <333Esther Eckstinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01426316656857357188noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6715704666615743377.post-30119137732147771292018-05-23T20:37:34.064-05:002018-05-23T20:37:34.064-05:00these feelings are so so so real. i been in that ...these feelings are so so so real. i been in that place for so long and whatthehelll. " It aches from a thousand too-hasty stitches thrust in a desperate attempt to save me from heartbreak." i know how you feel. you're not alone <3<br />goodbyes are way too hard. especially when you don't know if there's safety for anyone. or when/if you'll see them again. dorothy left four long years ago and i still regret and sob my heart out. my other best friend i haven't seen in a year and then he moved to mexico in march. <br /> i never got to say goodbye. i'll probably never see him again and i can't breathe.<br />on friday i have my last day of teaching at forest school and i'm trying desparately not to think about it but it haunts the back of my mind. goodbyes have damaged me beyond repair.<br />i try not to think about just how incredibly friendless i am here. mom tries putting me in all these social activities so people will befriend me, but i'm a total dunce with conversations. social anxiety fills every one of my cells. i end of creating enemies instead of friends.<br /><br />i will pray for deliverance for you from these feelings. smiling with a broken heart is impossible. i hope you feel better soon esther. you're totally rad and i can't imagine this life without you. love you <3 let me know if there's anything i can do.<br />don't be afraid to cry. it's a underrated form of releasing feelings. x<br /><br />sophy<br />Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com